I like Tan a lot and see Eun Sang and him as very complimentary. But his scars and Eun Sang’s hesitation keeps him from grabbing onto that rash courage and moving on ahead into maturity and going against his brother. So he dares to like Eun Sang and dares to go see his brother because he misses him. Tan keeps hoping and keeps getting hurt because he is still that child inside who will get up when pushed down and keep wanting what he wants. How will she survive if she dreams or hopes? She calls him and this whole experience a midsummer night’s dream that will be over when she or he wakes up. Tan is dangerous for her-this rich and engaged boy. She’s practical and realistic, knowing very well her situation in life. It is that child, who grew up alone in that big house away from his family, standing there in the orchard as Eun Sang comes to comfort him.Įun Sang is the opposite of Tan, forced to mature quickly by her sister’s abandonment. That child, rejected and longing for love, is what comes out to hope for his brother’s welcome, approval, and love. He may be in his late teens, but deep inside, he is that small child that was told by his brother to not dream before he was exiled to the US. Tan is 18 in Korean age, which means he is really 17. I wrote my heart out in the comment section yesterday, and with no new information about episode 4, let me just repost a part of my episode 3 comment here. Will he ever be able to grow past that outline and stand equal to his brother? Or even larger one day? He can see the outline of his brother’s shadow, so large compared to his own. Tan stands in his brother’s shadows, desiring his love.